​母親であるひと

My mother said to me  " You were difficult to understand and different."
And she turn her head away as if she hated that.
I took that remarks as kind of rejection.
I felt as if I was rejected by her.
But many years later,sha admitted that that was because of her jelousy
about something that I had but she did not.
And now I totally understand that she was jelous about my being able to think things deeply finding out the truth inside.